Britney Talks Online, Cuts People Off
Britney Spears has published an emotional letter on her Web site. This is the first time Britney really talked to the
public since her divorce with Kevin Federline and all the rehab adventures. In the letter, Spears confesses: “I was so lost”.
The letter is Britney’s own frank account of her troubled past. She rather calmly explains what led her to rehab, how she
feels about what happened around her. “Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab”, writes Spears.
“I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don’t think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running
around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was
so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn’t know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I
had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me
so sad. I confess, I was so lost.”
Spears underlined that she didn’t blame anyone for her troubles. Although she is not hesitant to say, that she sees “the
world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with
friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me. I think the whole problem was
letting too many people into my life. You never know another person’s intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was
too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life”.
The letter finishes with Spears another confession. “It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me
and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody
has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That’s God’s job. I can’t wait
to meet him … or her.”
For the full letter visit Britney’s official website www.britneyspears.com